Saturday, 3 November 2007 @ 8:46 pm
i don't know why, the thought of quiting sch or changing to other course just keep popping in my mind.
give me a chance again, i don't think i will take up tourism, or even poly.
spoke to my mum bout that. gave me 2 option. either go to MDIS or continue suffering under the numerous projects and lousy lecturers and tutors (not all though, but most!) im simply afraid i will regret any decision i made.
i also don't know some ppl can blog w/o thinking or using their brain. not exactly building own's happiness at the expense of others though. cos i don't think they gain any happiness from that. perhaps its the enjoyment that counts. in short, inconsiderate ass.
i got 3 fat wishes as for now,
1) Marry a good & rich guy
2) Able to find high paying job (in the future)
3) Open a cafe with meisui, plus blessed with good business :D
just finished talking to liangyi. terrence sms-ed her, to ask if we r keen to do telemarketing at home. haha. seeeee, he loves us! haha. jk. anyway, pretty attractive right?! don need to like commit n be constraint by the timing. n don have to go all the way down to tpy. but im not those "private number" ones, so ppl will b able to know my hse number. wads more, i donwan plus scared ppl will call back n scold. n i cant even kip up with the tutorials, week1's tutorial r not even completed yet. i mean for all the modules. n agatha oso not keen in going back. therefore, final verdict, we will go back during dec holidays! :D haha.
i need motivation n incentives to study.
press on, Esther.
LOVE; most wonderful.
Sunday, 28 October 2007 @ 10:05 pm
nxt nxt sat finally arrives.we din have a good time as a matter of fact. reason being, umcomfortable with wad we r wearing -.- so, we decide to wear tees n shorts nxt time will do =x haha.by the way, finally some1 whos understand the term, mini dress. kuakuakua.went town, after that clarke quay. im not sure bout the spelling though. pls laugh at it if i spelled wrongly. anyway, our wishlist is getting too long being listed. bcos we aint fufilling them, but r adding instead. lol.- sentosa (dragged too long alr)- tian jin restaurant- icecream buffet at mingles- spa at The Trees- clinic bar, when we r 18- tried out the gobi's minis cake- tcc for some nice cakes! ):- walk in the opp direction of the escalator...... loads of them more! lets try to do clear them b4 we r in coffin okay? ^.^of cos not forgetting our aspiration of opening our dream pastry shop in ten years time.donuts. cakes. lots of selection of tea!, cookies, fondant chocolate, cupcakes....kuakuakua. look after kids while tending shop, thats meisui's dream! haha.this is getting crazy. i realise i have pretty lots of things to do. but im lacking discipline n oso time management! ):- refund those that i got to refund- send in my orders for clothes n leggings (found another organiser alr! ^.^)- call the officer to find out the updates now, will i b getting back my money? ):- mini dress, shawls, tunics and my preloved clothes to b launched- fredflare (i hope jiamin don kills me for that!)- western union - tutorials! ): killer! i have to start doing from those in week1 )))):- clear up my rooms- haircut- if i wan to go for the job interview at airport. $10/hr seems fab. but gotta work 3 days/week. 8 hrs. 4pm to 12pm. although got free cab home, which is pretty much attractive though. haha. but got interview oso. n oso duno if i can cope ornot. hmm.- seoul garden- bday treatsi will be happy if.... ( not in any order of importance :D )- i can get back my $589 !! :D- i know more bout western union- i will be able to sell all my things, bussiness b good- things i wan don be oos- we are able to get back to wad we used to be with her- some1 sponser me that topshop beaded v-neck tunic- topshop flutter sleeve tunic- some1 to take zillions of stupid/emo/happy/spastic/excited/lame photos with me- my frens love my singing (kinda noe it will nv happens though!)- swimming :D- mango ask me to go back during december- sales going on everywhere! :D- a plate of fresh oysters- charles n keith's white loafer- charles n keith's big gold buckle flat- can go university- super good results for the remaining semestrals- eat super nice oreocheese cake :D- fragonard cream perfume- a servant who tags along whereva i go. n helps me to carry the laptop n notes- no more exams! :D- project work is simple n easy- online shopping b scammers-free!- good complexion! dull skin n blemishs b gone pls ):- nice tv progs- increased pocket $$- nice canteen food- more canteen, so that we can have a wide selection of food!- temp in tutorials room b higher. freezing cold can -.-- lifts come wheneva i pressed- photocopying shop de aunty b teeny weeny bit friendier- guess pointed heels- go gelare for some nice waffles- coach wristlet, only can afford wristlets as for now ):- liquid n compact foundations- benefit's eye contour kit - mrt comes faster- GST to stop increasing- the buffet at ngee ann city- godiva chocolates/pralines !! :D- chocz cheesecake- super nice & know-how-to-teach lecturers n tutors- super slack n super flexible part time job- century egg congee!- frog's leg congee!- rauph lauren polo tee- go overseas for holiday :D- slimmer thighs n arms- thicker hair!- acc me to sentosa :D- i know wads on ur mind!... i guess thats all! of cos, some of them is jolly well can do w/o ones. but don mind having them oso! haha. kay. admit im greedy. wadeva! let me carry on with my refunding though. i guess ibank will make my life easiler if they don need that "add new payee" thingy. will by i have to kip c sms n punch in the magic numbers.okay. photos soon :Dthe yearning is crazy. i wish i know wads on ur mind.seriously. this is not fun pls -.-i wish i can jus give up. stop leading me on.ignorance is bliss?
LOVE; most wonderful.
