Its the courage to continue that counts :D

Monday, 11 June 2007 @ 10:26 pm

OMG ! THOUGHT EVERYTHING END LIAO. STOP TRYING TO CLARIFY THINGS WITH SHELBY, ACTING LIKE WHAT. BENN TEO KIAN KAI. I DUNO HOW U NOE MY BLOG, BUT I DON GIVE A DAMN OK ! IF U WAN READ, ITS FREE (: N I WUN CHANGE MY BLOG JUS BCOS U READING, LIKE SOMEONE OKAY !! THATS SO LAME =.= BLOGING IS FOR PPL TO READ DE WAD. DON WAN PPL TO READ THEN DON BLOG LAH PLS.

STOP ACTING LIKE WHAT. I TRIED TO CLARIFY WITH THINGS YOU IN THE PAST. BUT U SOMEHOW SEEMS TO FEEL THAT IM INTERFERING WITH UR LIFE. SO I CHOOSE TO LISTEN TO WHAT PPL SAYS CAN ?? I DON TINK IM AT FAULT LAH HOR. HAPPY ? STATISFIED ? TRYING TO MAKE SHELBY BLIEVE THAT U R SO GOD DAMN GOOD N THAT GIRL IS SUCH AN ANGEL. TEACHING U WAYS TO IMPROVE OUR RELATIONSHIP =.= WTF. PLS LAH OK. ITS SO DAMN DISGUSTING. CANT U STAY OUT OF MY LIFE ?! WADEVA HAD PASS LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME AGO LIAO. I TREAT IT AS MY CHILDHOOD NIGHTMARE CAN ? LOL. I NOE ITS NOT FUNNY.

PLS. DO U TINK ME N SHELBY WILL BLIEVE U AGAIN ?? I BLIEVE SHE WILL VERY VERY MUCH CHOOSE TO BLIEVE SHALINI INSTEAD OF THE BOTH OF U LAH. N WADS THE BIG DEAL NOW ? U DON WAN HER REPUTATION BEING RUIN OR WAD ISSIT ? YUCKS. ANY WAY IF ME N SHALINI SAYS ANYTHING WRONG, THE BOTH OF U CAN COME STRAIGHT TO US OK ! DON NEED ASK SHELBY PLS. WE WUN BLIEVE U ONE.

I DIN NOE Y U LEAVE HALFWAY THRU THE CONVERSATION. MAYB TOO PISSED OFF WIF WHAT I SAID. BUT PLS BEAR IN MIND. IT WAS U HU WANT TO CLARIFY THINGS OK.

WAD A JOKE RITE ? AROUND 9 MONTHS PLUS OF THINGS N WE STILL AT IT. I DON BLIEVE OR THINK SHALINI WILL BE LIKE WAD U SAID LAH. SHE HAS NO REASON TO BLUFF ME OR WAD OK. N LETS STOP DWELLING ON THE LUNCH THING LAH PLS. IT DO NOT MATTERS NOW. IF IT DIN HAPPENS, AS IF PPL WILL SAY. N PLS. I NOE WHEN WE BROKE UP. U DON NID SAY ONE. N UR CONVERSATION WIF SHELBY, SHE FORWARD ALL TO ME LIAO, I NOE WAD U SAID. UR SEC 2 N SEC 3 STUFFS. OMG. U DARE SAY U NOT JERK ?? FUCK.

WAD A JOKE TO SAY, "GOT ANYTHING IN DOUBT, ASK ME AND I WILL SPEAK THE TRUTH". YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS. IF THAT WAS THE CASE, Y DIN U JUS SAY U LIKE RENEE THEN. OMG. U LIED THEN, N U EXPECT US TO BLIEVE U NOW ?? WAD A JOKE OK.

OK. AS TO THE QN U ASK SHELBY. YAH ! I NOE U HAVE BEEN A GOOD BF WAY BACK THEN. BUT WAD U DID IN THE LATER PART CANCEL OUT EVERYTHING LIAO OK ! LIKE RENEE THEN, THEN NOW, IT WAS SIMIN. OMG. OK. I NOE I WAS BEING UNREASONABLE BACK THEN. SO I NTH TO SAY LIAO CAN ??

I DUNO WAD U WAN LAH ACTUALI. BUT EVERYTHING PASS SO LONG LIAO. WADS THE POINT OF TRYING TO EXPLAIN NOW ?! I NOE EVERYTHING THE BOTH OF U DID IN THE PAST. OK. I BIT OVER. NOT ALL. BUT MOST ! UR MARCHE TRIP, MARINA SQUARE, UR SO MANY LIB TRIPS N BEING SPOTTED BY PPL, THE BOTH OF U ALL HOLDING HANDS. OMG. N U EXPECT ME TO DON CURSE ?? I NOE IM 38 PLUS NAGGY PLUS WADEVA SHIT LAH. SAY WAD U LIKE (:

YA YA YA. MAYB NOW U THINKING Y I RANT SO MUCH, SAYING IT WAS PAST LIAO THEN I STILL POST IN THE BLOG BOUT U N HER RITE ? OK. B4 CURSING ME, I EXPLAIN CAN ?? COS I KNEW MORE BOUT WAD HAPPENED FROM SHALINI ON THAT DAY. I FIND IT SIGNIFICANT N WADEVA SHIT, SO I POST AN ENRTY ON IT. CAN ? I DON REALLY MEAN TO START THIS THING OVER AGAIN. I SAY DON REALLY MEAN OK. SO SOMEHOW, I MEAN =X OK. IM 38. U DECEIVED ME SO DAMN LONG. THEN I NOW POST AN ENTRY ON MY BLOG THEN U MUS MAKE AN ISSUE OUT OF IT. U R COOL MAN !! I READ THAT GF OF YOURS DE, I OSO DIN COME ASK U OR WAD LOR. OMG. LEARN MORE FROM ME (: KEEP UR COOL.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON OK.
IF U ALL DIN DO ANYTHING, U THINK PPL WILL SAY ??

UR GOT UR OWN RELATIONSHIP LIAO. STAY OUT OF MY LIFE OK ?? ITS HORRIBLE ENUF TO FIND OUT U ACTUALLY LIED TO ME. U ACTUALLY DID LIKE RENEE WAY BACK THEN. OMG. CANT U JUS SAY THEN ?? WE R U SCARED OF ? WE R NOT EVEN FRENS LIAO THEN. OMG. ITS SO DISGUSTING TO THINK WAD HAPPENED THEN OK. EVERYTIME PPL TELL ME THINGS, I STILL COME ASK U. N THE REPLIES U GAVE WAS SO IRRITATED OR WAD. THEN NOW U WAN CLARIFY THINGS ?? HOHO. U R NOT SLOW LIDAT. VERY VERY SLOW NIA.

CONGRATS ESTHER, [ FINALLY ] NOE THE TRUTH (:
AND, I RATHER BLIEVE SHALINI THEN THE BOTH OF U ALL.
GOLDEN HORSE AWARD WINNER =X
SPOILED MY HAPPY MOOD !!

LOVE; most wonderful.